Again and still i can't hinder my feelings.. i can't stop it.. every night i pray to gain my courageous and to sooth my heart.. why this had to happen to me? i'm too weak to face it, to accept the fact that u are not here anymore.. and i have to let you go far from me..
Day after day.. time flies so fast, left me behind in the ignorance and gloomy world.. i want to walk like the old days, walking happily throughout the bright days.. but when the shine of light is already gone.. making my walk cripple and my body aching... too many thorns obstruct the walkway, and without the light i can't see it clearly anymore... just let my body being hurt while i'm taking the way..
I want to fly far far away... away from the memories which can kill me silently... but are my wings strong enough to take me out from the walkway? I had put all my efforts to make my wings stronger.. hopefully the day will come soon, when my wings are strong enough to take me out from here...
I had to admit, i can't forget u, and because of that, i need to go.. am i stupid? after all u had done to me.. but i'm still wishing u can come along with me, bring the light back, take my hand and show me the way.. but i know that's will never happen..
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